31.1.04

What Emotion Dominates you?

Alone

Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most.

What Emotion Dominates you?

25.1.04

Dreams

We have 60,000 thoughts per day; 90% are the same thoughts we had yesterday and the day before, 80% of them are negative.
That is just human nature.
We seem to accept defeat before we even begin the journey. The difference between those who fulfill their dreams and those who don't is the ability to handle the obstacles. Many of us make resolutions to go for our dreams, but why do we seem to always fall short? Having dreams gives your life, your career power, direction and meaning.
But how many are actually living that dream? Our negative side, our fears, often become the major obstacle.

Reach high, for the stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream preceded the goal. Reach for the stars; they are there for the taking, if you really want them.

I have found some of mine, but the journey has just begun, and that is the fun of it all.

P.S. The statistic crap about thoughts was from some article i read; doubt it is accurate, but i thought it's kinda cool to add them in. ha.

22.1.04

What is your grammar aptitude?

Grammar Fuhrer

You are the grammar Fuhrer. All bow to your authority. You will crush all the inferior people under the soles of your jackboots, and any who question your motives will be eliminated. Your punishment is being the bane of every other person's existence, because you're constantly contradicting stupidity. Everyone will be gunning for you. Your dreams of a master race of spellers and grammarians frighten the masses. You must always watch your back. If only your power could be used for good instead of evil.

What is your grammar aptitude?

21.1.04

Love Test

Here i am doing stupid tests online again.

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

Okay, so..

1. Pounce on me, baby. Purrr~
2. So, where shall we go next dear?
3. Woof woof!
4. -_-;
5. Aww~
6. But of course! Do i look someone who fools around? (Wait! You don't have to answer that! ha.)
7. Refer to point 6.
8. This is exactly why i am having difficulties getting into a relationship.

18.1.04

Happy New Year!

This post isn't late.. nah, 2004 just came too early, that's all. In fact, Christmas came to early, november went too fast, october skipped some steps, and 2003 flashed in a wink. (Which reminds me, i still owe someone a Christmas gift.)
Anyways, there i was lying on my bed, trying to recollect bits and pieces of 2003, reflecting, when i suddenly realise - alas, there isn't much to recollect. I haven't really done anything significant for the past year.
Nil, zip, nuts, zero, nada. 365 days and nothing. Hmm.. although this might be due to the fact that i have a really bad memory.. but we'll leave it as that for the time being.

So i thought; hey this must be the reason why people come up with new year resolutions - so that they can coax themselves into believing that they will actually, finally do something meaningful this next year, you know, so that it will not be as wasted as the past year.
Hello? Who are you guys kidding, really.
Of course, i am nothing like the other people. I will actually keep to my resolutions! Hmm.. just like how i did last year.. spritually.. haha..

1. Really really need to get off my lazy ass and start doing some work. Web designing, script writing, shooting short films, print designing; you know, stuff like that..
2. Sleep more.
3. Exercise more.
4. Notice how sleep more and exercise more kinda contradicts each other? Oh well.. whatever.
5. Decide what i am going to do after N.S. (National Service.) ORD LOH!
6. Get a girlfriend. n_n;
7. Stop making new year resolutions which i can't keep; refer to points one to six.

P.S. Sorry dear, i'll try to remember to bring your present out the next time we meet, k? That is, if i remember to buy it first.
Oh crap, did i say that out loud? I hope i din't say that out loud.