21

Happy birthday to myself!

One hour into being twenty one and i don't like it already. You know that kind of feeling when you enter a room filled with strangers, staring at you straight in the face.
*smack*
You feel so out of place. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try to cling on to the past with your dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward. As take that step ahead, you start to realize that life is truly short, and you have but very little time to realize what it is you have to realize. You ask yourself, "where do i go from here?". What would become of me in a year or two?

*goes into dream sequence*

"I may not have gone where I intended to go,
but I think I have ended up where I intended to be."

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."

tommorrow... morrow... row... ow...

*ends dream sequence*

21 liao loh! Time to grow up and take life more seriously... NOT! ha.